Its a wednesday.. and its morning.. Y am I here.. Blogging? haha..
Just dun feel like working.. feels like self-discipline getting from bad to worst... muz be the indulgence.. but tat's okay.. I'm kinda tired being Mr Right and Mr Nice Guy for the time being.. Its time for a break. *Don't worry dear.. I'm so in love with you.. and I AM still Mr Faithful*. Hee...
Really enjoyed every moment spent with dear.. grumpy or laughter-filled.. notti or guai.. or juz plain sweet.. I'm cherishing every single seconds... and every DAY seems shorter when I spend it with dear... Seriously.. It's been quite a long break since I felt this kinda crazy feeling... Life is just too dreamily beautiful now despite the bumps I still encounter every now and then..
Maybe its cos of all the shit I've went thru.. thus a li'l sweetness will make me go heaven Nine...Wadeva.. =P
Anyway.. I'm really glad that during the 4 short days.. some important doubts and uncertainty were cleared and dear's getting only more comfortable with me than ever... Really really lightened some loads off the heart... and one of the more concerning matters was that I finally conveyed my feelings for her placing that photo on her bedhead to her... I know she will think abt it.. bring considerate abt how I'll feel and all.. but I juz find it hard to convince her that it's really okay.. cos I strongly feel that what the other party feels and wanna do.. is nv in control by another... If one day she feels that its time to change.. then she'll change.. its nv up to me to command and control.. I learnt that the hard way.. I nv wanna repeat that again.
God.. I'm so in love again.
She's special... cos..
She's sam.
She's aggressive (In Many ways.. *wink*)... heee...
She's rebellious... fun.. notti.. Limit-Knowing.
She has complimentary(to my BIG chest) big boobs? *LOL.. JUZ KIDDING*=p
She's a sports extremist.. LOL.. or rather.. SWIM-siao. - Finally got someone to pei he the sports siao me.
She's the first and only one whom when I hold hands with.. My sweaty palms doesn't relapse.
She's also the first love for me whom I can behave like MYSELF totally.. crazily.. whackily.. MADLY.. and EVERYTHING-GUOQING-LY naturally..
She's every inch into me now.
and I love her bites. hee hee hee...
I shall leave the rest to next time. hehehee... gotta go back to work~
hmmiez.. apart from her... I'm...
Waiting for mummy's rest day to bring her to the massage/die da/tui na shop... hope she'll enjoy it~ lol.. should be quite painful tho.. =p but nvm.. good food is juz beside!
Waiting for next pay to get a new fone.. btw.. I'm using VS2 now.. Pink! bwahaha.. Hottie~
Waiting for afternoon to come so I can gym and nite to come so I can swim.
Waiting for tomolo to come so I can swim and dance.
Waiting for friday to come so I can go back to where I Belong. My Playground. I miss it SO SO MUCH.
Uncle.. Jason.. ZM.. ZQ.. Kny.. I'LL BE BACK IN A MONTH'S TIME.... AND ONLY STRONGER, FASTER AND SHARPER... THAN EVER.
That I promise myself and God-o-Basketball.
Checkout~
Ray.
9:15 AM
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ID:
GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
MSN/Friendster: rukawa_koh@hotmail.com
Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
"In~LoVeS'~"
SY's Profile:
Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
Wishlist:
i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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