so many things to worry abt...
juz glad i'm blessed in so many ways even til now..
thankful to God.. ultimately.. u're the one who planned my life..
thank you for even starting my journal of life.
well.. as a matter of fact.. its been so long since i've been worrying... bombarded with matters after matters.. crisis after crisis.. love and hate.. hurt that cause beyond spiritual devastation and emotional extermination in some aspects.. needless to say.. physical invasion of cuts and bruises are juz superficial wounds that made up bits and pieces of the torturing jigsaw of my life...
still. I Must be glad.. that love somehow can juz find its way thru.. maybe its You who has been showering me.. Maybe its Me who found the way to it.. Watever it is.. I'm still thankful for all that had happened.. to whoever it may concern. Note the above is attentioned to whoever it may concern.
Thanx samsam for hearing me out.. for all the joy and laughter u've brought to my life.. its exquisite and more than unique in its own beautiful way.
i'm mesmerized.
Thanx samsam too.. for its u who helped brought the real me out of myself.. the me whom i've been hiding.. from every single person that I had met in my life.. including those whom i've previously claimed to be my most-loved-ones... I did not lie at that time. No.. this ain't an egoistic/prideful defending statement... the fact is that I juz wasn't confident enough to expose wat I did not exposed in the past and wat I am now in this Gift of Present... It was hidden.. even from myself... Nevertheless.. I felt foolishly sorry..
Somehow.. I believe we can make it..
Leoistic extremists is juz one factor.. many are at our heart and soul.
Slowly, these determinators are unfolding themselves..
As you can vaguely see some so very clearly..
So contradicting yet sensible..
So Ironic yet compatible..
Probably new..
Probably special and untouchable..
hopefully.. unbreakable..
even in the near future..
I believe.. it will happen.
Do You? =)
Person I'm tinking of rite now.. at this 2.49am point of time:
"My D to be."....
Misses you greatly... but r u thinking of me?
Checkout~
Ray.
2:37 AM
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ID:
GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
MSN/Friendster: rukawa_koh@hotmail.com
Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
"In~LoVeS'~"
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
Wishlist:
i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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