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Thursday, December 01, 2005


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samsam [in disguise..] said:
ya its realli nt nice wad

samsam [in disguise..] said:
my blog is like dunno wad oso ha..

i said:
heh.. but i nv discriminate heart matters whether its nice or not...

samsam [in disguise..] said:
ya ok..

i said:
heh

samsam [in disguise..] said:
argh im forever d/ciing

i said:
i tink i kinda can understand..

samsam [in disguise..] said:
y?

i said:
i mean ur feelinmg

samsam [in disguise..] says:
oic

samsam [in disguise..] says:
nah u dun haf2

samsam [in disguise..] says:
my last acclaimation quite mean huh..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
jus dun wan him2 come lookin 4 mi n askin me2delete my blog entry et

i says:
well...

i says:
maybe ..

i says:
the feeling that u can't let go

i says:
ain't ur love for him..

i says:
listen first oki.. before u comment..

i says:
i feel that it is probably cos u felt unfairly treated..

i says:
the fact that u can live ur life happily now without him.. despite the fact that having someone to adore and care for u is

one of the reason that help u get away or over..

i says:
is already showing that u've gotten over ur feelings for him..

i says:
or u're doing pretty more than fine getting over him..

i says:
but u seem very zai yi abt ur last few part of the r/s..

i says:
when u were the onegiving..

i says:
and giving.. and giving...

i says:
wats worst aint that u didn't receive anything..

i says:
but its that the recipent side isn't even receiving or is simply ignoring..

i says:
no matter how us, people in general.. how devoted or passionate we are.. how much a crazy foolish lover we can be... as long

as we give.. there is probably isn't such thing as unconditional giving/loving..

i says:
once we give.. or fu chu... there'll definitely be expectations..

i says:
its onli up to one in how to handle the expectations..

i says:
true?

i says:
for mi.. but i dunno if its for u too..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
yup

i says:
i used to feel that. that unfairly treated feeling esp. when i gave in my all

i says:
i risked my life SEVEN TIMES.. for shirley..

i says:
but none was appreciated.. even tho she said she did.

samsam [in disguise..] says:
wo jue de wo hai hui chi cu..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
if hes stil single nw, mayb it aint tt bad

i says:
well.. ask urself.. is it because u feel that something that once belongs to u.. now belongs to another.. thats y u're not

happy

i says:
or are u jealous that he is with another gal?

i says:
its different ..

i says:
can u see the difference?

samsam [in disguise..] says:
but i cant accept e fact tt shes better den me in everyway. frm character-looks-studies-e love btw them-their connection w

each other & their families etc

samsam [in disguise..] says:
yes im more jealous w e 1st pt

samsam [in disguise..] says:
i feel tt shes providing him more den wad i provided him. best part is he appreciates it

samsam [in disguise..] says:
so i feel v........... i dunno h2sae

i says:
yah....

samsam [in disguise..] says:
but i dun tink she loves him as much as i did.. yet

i says:
it makes u feel that very bu shuang feeling.. that why u lost to someone.. who's a third party.. and in every single way

soemmore.. and u even lose that someone who once rightfully belongs to u.

samsam [in disguise..] says:
quite dumb tihnkin rite

i says:
no. its not dumb..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
yupyup

i says:
if i say yes.. then i'd be scolding myself and many others in the world where true love excist.

i says:
exist i mean

i says:
u should noe.. that pple like us bu xi huan shu

samsam [in disguise..] says:
ha

i says:
even to the tiniest bits..

i says:
such as li'l bickerings between u and ur bro or sis.

i says:
u oso bu xi huan

samsam [in disguise..] says:
ya lor

i says:
of course when big things liek that happen

i says:
ur feelings worsen la

i says:
but then again

i says:
ask urself..

i says:
y dun u try and focus urself on ur own life..

i says:
ur own love life...

samsam [in disguise..] says:
gd tt i can communicate my feelings w u.. ha..

i says: :)

i says:
wat i'll say next.. aint promoting myself. so yah.

i says:
if u keep on focusing on his life

i says:
with the gal

i says:
in how she won u

samsam [in disguise..] says:
i dun feel lyk advancin in2smthg new yet

i says:
u wont even improve urself

i says:
u won't even wan to move on to ANYTHING..

i says:
not to say new love or watsoever

samsam [in disguise..] says:
its unfair2compare act

i says:
well.. i did not compare. was juz mentioning how u felt.

samsam [in disguise..] says:
no i can move on in other aspects of life

samsam [in disguise..] says:
love life wise.. nah..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
i mean me against her

i says:
yah.. its logical to think tat its unfair to compare.

i says:
but ur feelings already proven ur logic wrong..

i says:
and ur actions of ur heart is already doing so.

samsam [in disguise..] says:
ya la

samsam [in disguise..] says:
tts y sumtimes i will haf tt kinda dui bu qi ni de gan jue

i says:
well.. wat i was trying to say wasn't asking u to get into new love life.

i says:
i mean..

i says:
the main thing to do now.

i says:
is to stop focusing on them...

i says:
get on ur life without them ... even simple things like reading their blogs when u're free or bored.

i says:
it sounds easy.. it sounds so trivial that it may seem needless to be done.

i says:
it'll be even more so.. with our state of confidence..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
i kaypoh ma

i says:
but such li'l actions adds up to ur unhappy feelings..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
i wanna noe wads goin on btw them

i says:
and when i say stop focusing on them... i really mean juz one matter... "stop focusing on their life.."

i says:
when u can really do that..

i says:
u'll be living a life of ur own..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
so tt if anything bad happens2them, wo ke yi xing zai le huo de qu console him

samsam [in disguise..] says:
LOL tts cunnng

i says:
but for wat?

samsam [in disguise..] says:
ya i noe..

i says:
sorry sam if u feel like i'm harsh

samsam [in disguise..] says:
no its ok

i says:
but see u like that.. i oso kan bu xia qu..

i says:
ur logical mind should already been telling u that getting over them is better than being to noe wat is happening to them

i says:
let mi ask u.. if u happily get on with ur life.. dun bother abt them.. soon.. he'll stop bothering u oso.. then u live ur

life happily.. and he lives his.. if he's good with her.. its good with her.. u dun lose anything cos u won't even feel bad

or sad since u can already let it go.. if he's not good with her.. then he saw u like that.. he'll be sad too

i says:
then another thing..

i says:
i ask u..

i says:
after u xing zai le huo de qu console them liao

i says:
will u feel even near good?

i says:
at most rang ni shuang yi xia

i says:
but do u tink u'll feel like u achieved something?

i says:
weigh the consequences of ur doings.. its fated and yes there is destiny.. but fate is fair. he gives us choices.

samsam [in disguise..] says:
its more lyk revenge

i says:
if u choose to pull out now.. not onli u. ur frens will feel happy for u too. if u dun.. then u continue revenge here revenge

there.. and somehow they got on blissfully together.. xin tong de.. bu hui shi ni yi ge

i says:
yes i understand..

i says:
but even revenge wise.. after u revenge in that consoling way liao

i says:
do u tink u'll feel damn good abt it?

i says:
and do u tink u'll be able to get on with life with it?

samsam [in disguise..] says:
argh i dunno. cant process so many of yr qns nw

i says:
i'm sure u're proud of ur life.. u're proud of the way u live... but do u tink after ur revenge is done. u'll still be able

to tink so?

i says:
its okay..

i says:
i'll stop now..

i says:
for lunch is calling..

i says:
i'll paste this conversation in my blog..

i says:
du yi du when u're free and leng jing xia lai ba

i says:
anything.. juz give mi a call.. how busy i will also answer..

samsam [in disguise..] says:
kk

i says:
*hugx*.. dun worry to show ur emotional side.. u've shown it once.. to mi.. i'm looking for more. =) eat ur lunch too yah.

samsam [in disguise..] says:
nw my sec sch fren suddenly qns me abt ed.. ask wad happen2him..y he liddat.. he doesnt look lyk 1 who will do such ting

i says:
oh well..

i says:
juz say pple do change la..



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