Well.. this is probably a complaint entry..
but before I complain.. I need again to thank someone..
she's no other than my dearie..
she's always there.. despite the bad temper and easy moodswing.. shouting and yelling.. she's always there for mi... esp. recently when i'm going through some real ups and downs from my family... I hate family problem.. for it is one of the most important concern of my life... next to my r.s...
Today.. worked half day and just left the workplace.. nothing left to do.. yes.. I'm not too egoistic to say I'm rather competent to finish that whole pile of shitwork due to the stress I've been facing from MONEY and FAMILY.
Met dearie.. dearie bought lunch.. mac again.. she suggested it even tho I asked for help in restriction.. but well.. thx dearie.. i noe u tried. =)
anyway... we both bought each other monthlyversary gifts TODAY! lol.. thats so cute and sweet... chemistry ma? I don't really trust that anymore.. thx to shir. but still its sweet to have coincidences of doing same stuffs to each other in a r.s... Don't worry dearie.. I now believe strongly in onli effort in commitment and discipline-->faithfulness... can make a r.s work.. I juz kinda stopped indulging (that much) into chemistry... its something that can have can dun have.. I don't wanna place too much confidence into that saying that we're compatible cos of that.. for I believe we're compatible in too many other ways even ways we haven't find out than to just mention abt chemistry...
Bought her a chain.. find it rather unique.. and its black and red.. haha.. I think these two colors are hot and sexy... simply her. another side i mean. hahaha..
its cheap.. but still.. I hope she really liked it and will wear it someday.. not like the earrings... hahaha...
She bought mi my FAVOURITE SOFTTOY~~~~~ Chicken Little's ALIEN!!! hehee.. HAO KE AI OH..... thx so much dearie..
it came VERY MUCH of a surprise.. for I thought she nv will buy it for mi.. cos she seem to hate it very much when i'm looking at it...
haha.. but yah.. xie xie oh...
Hmmiez..
then.. we.. made o.. okay nvmz... had some romance sessions.. then had dinner with mummy... then after that.. did some quick new year shopping.. then go home and thats when my complain's gonna start...
mummy tried borrowing 200 dollars from mi in front of dearie and my bro... I'm onli left with 245 in my account.. and I have thailand trip to go to in FEB 9... Thats before my payday.. I oso owe dearie 150 bucks... which i wanted to return with that 245... thus I told her I don't have enuff.. but she got really persistent and start nagging abt "I thought of getting some money from u to guo nian.." I was like wtf? u earn more than mi leh... and I've not been getting money from u le.. and I DID GIVE YOU MONEY.... u always say borrow and nv return.. i nv said that la.. but well.. Sudden frustration came up.. cos she continues to be persistent... I REALLY DON'T HAVE ENUFF FOR MYSELF...... IF I HAVE I'D LEND YOU GLADLY WITH BOTH HANDS...
I told her that.. but she nv seem to understand... keep repeating that I THOUGHT OF GETTING SOME MONEY FROM U THEN RETURN U LATER..
FCUK LA.. WHEN SHE GOT RETURN ONE?
sigh.
then I took out my wallet's money.. ALL of them.. leaving onli 10 dollars.. deciding to live with it for the next two ddays... and ask my bro to pass to her.. then she rejected. expected. then I sent dearie home.. after having a li'l chat and all.. sorry dearie.. to make u go home so late.. its juz so tempting to liu ni jiu yi dian... I really enjoy being with you so much... how i wish u wouldn't need to go.
Yha.. then met up with peiying... passed her the pineapple tarts... took train with dearie to AMK.. then took train back to CCK to find yk and mike ONLY. I hate it when my effort gets unappreciated and taken for granted!!!! Half of them told mi "I'M TIRED.. TOO SHAGGED.. WON'T MEET YOU ALL LE."
wat the FCUK IS WRONG?!! AM I NOT TIRED? IF I CAN MAKE THE EFFORT TO CALL YOU GUYS OUT.. AND YOU GUYS DECIDED TO COME OUT ALREADY.. THEN I PIA DOWN AND FIND YOU ALL THEN YOU ALL LAST MINUTE TELL ME YOU DON'T WANNA COME COS YOU'RE TIRED?!!!!!
ITS NOT LIKE I'M NOT TIRED NOE...
Sigh. nvm.
I told myself to be understanding.. thus I dint really flare up in front of them... and onli did so down here...
then.. walked home with yk... chatted abt the website... and took a cabbie home.. dearie called.. I thought she slp le.. and thus I dint wanna reply that sms so she can soundly fall asleep without even the need to hear the beeping sound of msg and tink of whether to answer... but she still called to ensure I'm safe and sound... thanks dearie.. For your tender loving care... Love your concerns...
While on the cabbie home.. thoughts went thru my mind.. I feel so bad for yelling at mummy... then I thought of Mr Yong telling mi.. "Bai Shan Xiao Wei Xian..." Charity starts from filial peity first... and I felt worst.. I asked her to get from daddy.. doesn't sound right.. cos daddy needs the money to see doc.
then I asked the uncle to go to the ATM.. and I alighted there.. then took the money and went home.... gave it to mum... reluctantly.. she accepted it.
Sorry mum.. but I really hope she'll spend it wisely...
I'm left with 45 bucks... probably 90. from all the bakings. then dad's gonna give some money for clothings le... maybe 190?
Come to tink of it.. Ang Bao won't be of any meaning from mummy le.
EVERYTHING SEEMS SO WRONG~
AIYA! FCUK IT LA!
I'M SO TIRED.....
Tink of how to earn more money tomolo ba.
Checkout~
KoKo.(Trial)
1:49 AM
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
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Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
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