Dearie Samsam Su Yun..
Thank you for being such a precious gem in my life.. I'm so thankful I've found you.. and I'm so glad for both of us to be together after going thru wat I tink we both shouldn't deserve in our previous ugly stretch of unlovable lovely roads... it is beyond words that I can describe with my feelings.. but there's something specific I wanna tell you... I'm sorry..
I'm sorry for the things I've done to have hurt you or made you cried in this short period of one month... I'm sorry for raising my voice at you when I could have resolve things in an overall nicer way... Its all inside me.. my personalities.. but I haven't been able to know them.. until you made it clear to me.. I won't expect in the barbaric way for you to compromise with me.. for I know you won't... they say the only true frens are those who'll tell you the truth.. despite it hurts for now.. when the wound heal, you'll feel even better than how you used to be when the truth is told to you.. That.. I respect and thank my dearie.. for being my true fren.. true buddy.. true partner of my life.. my true-est everything.
Even though I've been REALLY busy with my work and all.. down with the worries that came with my health and fitness.. I am in fact more than happy in my heart to have reach this one month milestone with you and still going strong... stronger than before in fact!.. Its a good start for us..an overall quick summary of our ownself we've given to each other.. an unique one month for us. its probably the most beautiful phase for many other couples in the world.. the very month where it's most quarrelless.. where sweetest words were said.. most tasty kisses were exchanged.. endless laughter were found... but many of them found a stumbling block after this very month.. for when things got VERY.. dreamy.. or should I say.. PeRfeCt?.. a simply hairline crack can shatter every single hope and joy they found within themselves.. and the truth of themselves not working hard enuff and taking things for granted will STRIKE eventually.
Note that its not the fact that they're not "there" for each other.. or not good enuff.. or not suited.. its just a fact that ppl take things for granted especially easily when they're in a r.s. where things can come so easily from a willingly giving party... Its Inevitable.. whether or not we deny it.. it will still happens...
however.. wats the point i'm trying to put thru? its just that.. thru this one month.. I believe we’ve proven to each other.. that we’re able to think in that manner.. even tho inevitable to take things for granted.. I know very clearly that we’ll put in the effort to reduce.. pre-empt and try to prevent… (God.. this sound like the meeting I just went thru wit h all the big shots.. nvm..).. Don’t you think so, dearie? I really admire dearie’s ability to think like I do.. when she’s onli 18 yrs old.. 19 this yr.. probably the main reason I fell for her.. yes.. I don’t love you for your big boobies only dearie… =D Please PLEASE please.. take note of that… lol..
Things are real between the both of us.. and that’s great.. nothing’s too dreamy.. nothing’s too big or huge to believe that its true.. (not even our chest.. hee..).. Dearie seems to be quite shock at times when I do things for you.. but please.. its only part of the SOPs that I’ll carry out for the one I love.. When I fall in love. =D just enjoy yourself.. don’t tink of repaying.. for by loving.. you’ve paid more than enuff such that I have to give more in an “always” basis le… so if you wan me to be bankrupt.. then tink of repaying me ba.. hahaha.. I tink dearie’s also one of those born givers too…
Some cool things she did for mi that nv fail to perk me up:
Made breakfast for mi during worktime..
Bought countless lunches for me..
Came all the way from HG to my home when I’m sick to see me..
Listened to me whenever I need her to be there.. she’s ALWAYS there.. even at 2AM… muakx dearie.
Help me attend to my wound on my toe.. give me TLC.. hehee..
Taught me how to float backwards even tho I’m a sinker.. hehehe.. =p
& SO MANY MORE……
I really really appreciate them so so much dearie… and…
Before I end my letter.. I just wanna say.. thank you dearie…
~..Happy Monthlyversary..~
May the sensuality prolong as we kiss and the affections turns uncontrollable as we love…(,”)*(“,)
Our monthlyversary poem…
Name: Love.
For: You.
Written by: Me.
Burning is my love for you..
True like a devotee..
Yet silly like a worthless Fool..
Fiery is my passion for you..
The beauty in my eyes so beastie..
When the sun sink beyonds the horizon line..
On my bended knees I pray..
For simple happiness to fill you..
When the moon hangs high in mystical sky..
Upon every falling star I wish..
For our love to stay true..
Til forever ends and eternity is thru..
In my mind runs endless threads..
Threads of thoughts to make you glad..
In my heart beats rhythmic sound..
Sound that says.. I Love You, Sam…
In my blood flows endless words..
Words that reads..
“Dearie dearie in my heart so deep and true..
Since the day I tasted you...
The cute and poisonous forbidden fruit...
I fell and feel so deeply in my all for you..
My soul longs for you..
My lung needs you..
My heart starves for you..
My mind craves of you..
I Want You…
I can simply live on you alone..
Nv will I get enuff dosage of you..
God.. I’m so obsessed.. with.. You…
Won’t you give me more…
Please, milady? Heee…”
~The Beginning~
Let the ending of the letter help us reminisce the past and let the written ending be the beginning of our living relationship… May there be no broken promises.. and only heart so true it’d touch the Cupid Angels in the sky from our heart deeper than the deepest sea… =)
By: Notti Qing Lotsa Kisses and Warm Hugx 24th January 2006
Above... is a letter.. that I wrote for her.. hehe.. that explains why I feel so tired le.. :Pp finally the truth is known.. bleah.. actually.. I've been writing letters almost everynite last week.. but I threw away all.. cos all are so lousily written.. this is probably the best out of the shagness I'm suffering from.. LOL..
hope you'll enjoy readin it dearie..
*MUACKS!*..
Happy First Monthlyvarsery..~ =D
1:40 PM
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ID:
GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
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Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
"In~LoVeS'~"
SY's Profile:
Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
Wishlist:
i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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