Sadly.. My date with the vampire III had ended.. its my most beloved series ALL the time!!! Love their contact lenses to the core... lol.. the way they roar and transform into vampire is juz cool to the max baby.. how i wish they're real.. act.. i will wish to be like that. =) Maybe dear wont.. lol... but i mean.. from the selfish aspect of my family and I.. i mean.. juz ONLY considerin abt our family.. it should be okay for us to all turn vampires and live for EONS.. we'll be happi! cos we seldom contact the rest anywayz. hahaha..
oki.. dreamz apart...
the end of the show featured a eternal world formulated by that yao chi... so much hard work.. not onli juz to capture that fate (to get herself killed).. but the main motive in her heart.. is to get her love proven by the three words "I Love You" from Fu Xi.. Fu Xi's a really attractive charactor i muz say... I used to support KTY.. but since FX came out.. I supported him all the way.. lol.. maybe its the muscles.. maybe its cos he's the king of ALL human kinds.. haha.. I love power. yes. I do. =D...
Back to Yao chi.. it was really touching..suddenly KTY and MXL (supposedly the main chars) became background to them(YC and FX).. I almost cried... but I dint.. until later.. whereby Dearie called mi immediately after the show ends.. it was a short conversation... convinced her to slp.. while I teaches bro how to iron his clothes.. she then msg mi.. "I LOVE YOU"... maybe its the show.. but I believe its inside mi all the while but I dunno how to show or express the importance of the three words.. often used and taken for granted by many couples.. the show kinda portrayed the kinda love i was dreaming.. fantasizing.. hoping to get.. yeah.. long before the show came out.. i was already tinking abt the same kinda undying love.. it was juz exactly fitting into the picture of love in my mind, soul, heart and brain who registers wat love is since dunno when I started knowing love.
Tears dwelled ard my eyes and I wiped them off immediately then came a last second wave of them.. wanted to msg back "I LOVE YOU" too.. but then it'll be too drama and wont be able to show wat i wanna say. thus i told dearie how i felt instead....
it is juz so seriously amazing how i am falling for this young lady... i felt the kinda love i felt for gwen.. the kinda tolerance i used to have seems to take over mi once again.. and the same type of fear of losing my love.. which once came unto mi when i was on the verge of losing shirley.. overwhelmed mi again when the msg "I LOVE YOU"... juz that this time.. its for samsam dearie.. Its onli 2 weeks.. and suddenly.. i'm shocked by my own brain neutrons and every feelings I'm feeling... yah.. its onli two weeks.. and i felt the kinda strong love and attachment and bonding i felt for my past relationshipS.. words can't describe my feelings.. and wat u read is probably the best i can do with my limited creativity and brain-juice...
For the critics who read this and felt jealous or envy.. maybe u'll wanna deny my love by saying its juz cause i took her for replacement.. and thus i'm feeling this strong feelings i felt for my past relationships.. for as much as u wanna say abt this... u can go ahead.. but wat went thru ur mind went thru mine. I ain't someone special.. but I am GQ.. some wat a chor lor guy who tinks alot.. somewat stupid and silly but still intelligent enuff to kick some nerds off their top 10 list. I think alot.. and that happens whenever shocking things strikes mi. Last nite was nv an exception.
I am very sure I ain't taking her for replacement.. for wat i felt for her is very special. No. Special is an understatement/under-description. I will very much wanna write down wat i feel for her.. but my love for her can't be determined/explained with reasons in simple human words. It is too complex to be simple and yet complexity level is at almost zero. Tink wat u want.. my love is true.. but its not for you. Its only for my dearie.. samantha yeo~ =)
well.. I am very thankful for her to be in my life.. and I'm pretty aware that she's very much a rare gem.. try finding a lady who's as sensible and intelligent as her at the age of 18.. intelligent maybe.. but not sensibility ba. its almost lesser than rarity in this SPOILT KIDS WORLD. even the S"IEA"F ppl are like dispersed sand and soft mud pie... can't even do 20.. how to fight enemy? not to mention the even lousier S"bee"F ppl... can't even do 10.. how to bust the infested tents? anyway... the guyz are like that already.. how to mention the ladies? out of the many rs i've been thru.. some are stubborn with their own thinking.. some are dreamy.. some are juz motherly(as in sticky to her mummy).. independence and sensibility.. and the guts to do things she wants and being able to separate right from wrong.. also.. gan ai gan hen.. all these attributes are not often combined together...
but i tink i found someone.. someone unique like anyone else yet different and romantically admired and sensually respected by onli mi... and I'm thankful I found her. and I'm thankful she's now my dearie. =)
Nvtheless.. I sent her "I LOVE YOU" too.. for I believe she who watched the last episode of the show and who is as emotional as mi... will be able to understand how truly I meant them.. and how special they are to me.. despite mi spoutin them to her every now and then. Thank you YC or Alice.. whatever you are.. for doing mi this favour. =) Thank God for letting this happen!
heh.. oki.. I Shall go zzz...
Nitex Everyone...
Can't wait to see dearie again.........
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Ray.
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GQ's Profile:
ID:
GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
MSN/Friendster: rukawa_koh@hotmail.com
Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
"In~LoVeS'~"
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
Wishlist:
i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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