Heh.. today I went for my second last physiotherapy... Think I'm gonna miss Ms Elaine.. haha.. dearie dun strangle me.. she's malay and I have nothing more than admiration for her professionalism~~ hehee...
Thx to her I finally knew why my injury won't heal despite doing stretching everyday.. Stretching method was wrong and there were a few misconception in my sports knowledge.. which is good that I clarified with her already... hehe... Progress is doing good and soon I can go back to where I belong again~~~~ hehehe.. dun worry dear.. I won't leave you alone in the pool de cos I think swimming is becoming my second sport le~ I wanna learn more to make it more interesting~~~ deardear help mi can? Teach mi? Can I join your victoria's class for free? HAHAHA...
Okie.. next appt is next thurs.. Payday~ Finally I can Not be broke again... but I won't be rich til anywhere either.. but still.. having some cash is still good cos I don't have to borrow even bits and pieces of money from dear.. that is just not right in my principles of life.
Anyway.. I need to blog something here.. my views for NS has changed.. I no longer take it as seriously as I do (Prays that none of my colleagues read this unless they really WANT to understand how I feel).. I only hope to make use of the time I spent in NS to learn good stuffs and improve myself before I go out into the so called "Real World"...
Hope to get License for Driving.. and BM if possible.
Yah.. back to not being serious in NS anymore.. its also cos I hate being "used" to do sai gang. I mean I really feel like I'm being called to do lotsa shit stuffs when they can call other colleagues to help. I have my own stuffs to do too and Y can't they call the others? Yes.. they're good to me.. they just need my help sometimes.. but when that sometimes occurs more than 5 times a day when I need to do my own work oso.. it ain't needing my help anymore~! Sigh. I'm being paid Less than one quarter of their salary noe.. Like Fuck I share their workload with addition to my shitwork raining from All other departments in SPF?
I mean yea.. I noe this is nothing compared to OPs department and all my fellow squadmates outside.. but so? If anyone is to comment on this.. Com'on.. I'm commenting on my life.. why should I compare with any other pple?
Okie.. I shall not flare up or wadeva... Not worth it.
Anyway.. I've made up my mind I'm gonna just spend govt's money to heal all my injuries and becoming "brand new"... I'm gonna finish my work still.. but I'm gonna take M.A every now and then.. cos I need them.. I shan't feel paiseh already.. cos Its my life that I'm taking charge now and I believe in the decision I made.. I felt bad that I let Chusna down.. but Com'on.. he's working as a regular.. I'm working as a NS Men afterall.. yes.. friendships can last forever but I ain't gonna work there til I grow old anyway.. I believe he'll understand somehow if I explain this to him. I feel that I should take some time to break this to him.. Hope that he won't make fun or joke abt this...
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Enuff of those..
Dearie came over after class.. Bought dinner for mi... So sweet of her to take an hour after her class ends at 4 to run errands and travel to my home... I love my dearie so so much... Nv regret doing everything I did for her before proposal and til now... I believe I won't next time too.. I can proudly says that I have confidence in this R.S and Us... Can't really believe I'm in love with an eighteen yr old who's at a maturity level that I zhan tong... I tot it'll be difficult to find such a lady unless she's older than me already man. heh... its good la.. God Blessed.. the more I should cherish.
Thx dearie for everything... Really...
Coming over til 9+ then go home so late.. don't let mi send you home cos its far... Getting dinner for mi.. your constant showering of care and concerns and love and nagging(your constant reminder for medicine time~).. hee... of course your appreciation of wat I did too.. I really cherish every single bits of you and all the time we spent together.. I won't take you for granted de.. I know you won't too.. =) There're many other things she did for mi too.. but I need to go to bed cos dearie's waiting for me to zzz so she'll zzz together at the same time... sweet? hee.. Don't be jealous reading this~ hehehe...
Okie.. time for bed already.
I'm so in love with you dearie..(,")*(",)
Checkout~
Ray.
12:23 AM
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GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
MSN/Friendster: rukawa_koh@hotmail.com
Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
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i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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