Heh.. nothing could hide this feeling. I was envious of dearie.. getting so successful for a moment.. Esp. her career.. Her dad was of great help spearheading her into a great start. How abt me? Still pretty not-achieving.. How can tat happen?
I feel damn down.. I feel fucked up. But nah.. I'll just sleep it away.
Its not her fault.. Its just me being plain useless.
Academic results ain't everything. I'm still a poor chap. Not very knowledgable.. Very crappy.. Not very nice.. just very funny. totally lousy and plain Ken.
I feel like banging my head against the wall.. yeah.. ain't kidding.. but I should push down the ego and pride part. its so dumb.
but I can't help it!
its so dumb.
But I can't help it!
its So dumb.
bUt I can't Help it!
Its SO Dumb.
But I CAN'T HELP IT!
FUCK YOU GUOQING.
JUST WORK YOUR ASS OFF AND YOU'LL BE BETTER OFF THAN NOTHING.
STOP BEING ENVIOUS FOR IT BRINGS YOU NOWHERE.
STOP BEING STUPID TO GET UPSET BECAUSE IT WASTE TIME.
YOU USED TO BE THE BOTTOM OF EVERYTHING.. BASKETBALL.. STUDIES.. LOVE. EVERYTHING. BUT REMEMBER THE TIMES YOU CLIMBED FROM ZERO TO EVERYTHING?
So wat even if its lifesaving. I'll get wat I deserve soon. and I mean REAL SOON.
So wat even if I suck at bball for now. I'll be back soon. REAL SOON.
So wat even if I lose to her in swimming. I'll be there. and over. I WILL BE. TRUST ME.
Pick your ass up and work baby.
Break those limits once again.
BREAKTHROUGH.
IMPOSSIBLE - NOTHING.
Checkout~
Qing. - Unleashed.
1:24 AM
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ID:
GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
MSN/Friendster: rukawa_koh@hotmail.com
Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
Wishlist:
i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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