Things are happening at a stunning rate.. bad things.. no matter how optimistically i look at them.. they're bad enuff for mi. Despite many good things happening.. like my love life is blooming like some sakura blossoms.. and brotherhoods are getting stronger.. family bonding is slightly better now and I can open myself up better to my family... thats abt all.
Firstly.. my dad's first wife is making noise.. wanting to "snatch" back my dad.. causing my dad to run here and there.. making trips to jurong west---workplace---our home---jurong west---our home---workplace---our home---....
and he is going for 2 surgery.. 1 minor one for her persistent "pimples" on his back.. dunno why it pops out and bleed previously.another is for the lump on his neck which is.. sigh.. i shall not elaborate wat i understand for they bring tears.
then.. my dad's going to be out of job soon. possible extension for 2 yrs or so but possibility beng 45% or below because of the surgeries and his age.
Also.. going to surgeries at the age of 65 ain't something i could be optimistic of.. as much as I wanna try to.. its just too difficult. yes.. I'm an adult now.. but so wat?
then.. My mum's SO SUDDENLY out of job now. The boss of her boss actually fired ALL the workers at blk 144's coffeeshop beverage store without even informing them! the boss of my mum's boss and the boss himself are blood related relatives!!!! and they're not even informed. How harsh more can he be?
Is he some kinda cruel bastard that forgets "accidentally" of someone's wellbeing or worst.. Family supporting pillar?!
Whoever it is.. I curse him that he will die in hell fire with his heart melted in lava of burning tears from his own eyes. Fuck him.
Recently.. I nearly got charged.. but with God's grace.. I was saved. I should be happy abt that.. but is wat is happening the Cost of His saving? No.. it shouldn't be.. His love is Unconditional. That I still believe.
Seriously.. I feel that something is not quite right.. I feel that something or someone.. is playing with us.. the Whole family.
Wats with the white cat superstition oso? My bro saw it twice at nite outside our home.. and then go away after he(first time is we, second time is him onli) saw it? Wat's the purpose of letting us see it?
The net says its bad luck.. how true?
God.. give me some pointers please.. I need some guidance in my growth to be a good Man of your kind. Amen..
Dearie.. I miss you..
Checkout~
Peacefully Ray.
8:53 PM
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GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
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Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
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i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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