Firstly, thanks dearie.. you're really flattering me.. I aint that good la.. maybe abt 60% of wat u said is fully true of mi? so yah.. I really ain't fantastic.. just a plain person on the road whom speciality is to bullshit and make u laugh. hehehee...okie.. let me get started with this.. I am indeed very grateful to have found such a girlfriend.. seriously.. i doubt anyone should have anything against her.. except for her almost uncontrollable temperamental nature which is almost subdued for the time being(now left with herself to control~ :P).. and probably her mian zi wen ti~ haa..
Okay.. yah. thats about all that I saw for negative sides in her.. of course.. like everyone else is.. she have many sides which I have not seen and may not even get into contact with at all.. but Even tho the possible negative sides that she possess.. I always believe without a cause.. there won't be an effect.. without a stimulant.. there won't be an reaction.. thus I always try my best on my part to be a.. better man?
I believe most girls would wan a manfriend.. instead of a boyfriend.. probably a man with boyish feature.. cos everyone loves to go back to the past when they're young and lively.. but after some "research".. I can safely conclude that all matured girls/ladies will prefer to go with a manfriend. man - secure mentally, physically, financially and morally. Prove me wrong.Stupid girls and immatured ladies may not apply.
Anyway.. Sam has been a really wonderful girlgirl/laopo to me. Breakfast from hougang in the early morning of you noe wat time.. lunch at a dreadful hot 11.30.. dinner at after-work-7.. medicine for ulcers.. bandaging my toe when its hurt.. cut fruits before and after swims.. feeding me medicine and drink.. willingly ask me to sit while she go ard buying food from hawkers EVERY SINGLE TIME we ate together. You name it. Where to find this kinda gf? moreover.. she's a h** b**** that's almost ALWAYS h**** on you noe where.. and thus we always have real good times except for those times when we're both temperamental, that is. hahaha...
I admit there're bad times.. when she flared up for nothing then I just used my bo-chap or immediate sian diao kinda reaction against her.. then she'll worsen for quite awhile before both of us feel that thats enuff for the day.. then we'll hold each other's hand again.. and resolve everything with a little *muakx!*.. I think that's really sweet.. I quoted frm someone I really respected and whom I tot was a superb nerd and just a crazy mad programmer. Ends up, he's quite a sweet lover too. haha.. the quote goes.. "everytime you guys quarrel.. which time is it that both of you dun hug and solve everything with a melting kiss.?".. it ain't something great.. but for a person like him whom I thought was onli all abt programming.. thats almost everything i need to change the image of him that i had in my mind!.. heh. *respect*. more importantly.. I'm glad that it applies on my relationship now.. and its sweet and all..
I'm rather prepared for bad times to come.. for all the ugly moments to pop up out of nowhere.. because I noe it does.. and it ALWAYS do. Every single one I've went thru.. obstacles did not hide itself.. and rough patches were nv smooth. Reality is forever cruel but I always learn to take it in a "you need to be cruel, to be kind" kinda way.. I believe its a matter of time before trial comes and crash everything I said above and resulting in us having to rebuild everything again - From scratch.
I'm sharing this because I hope everyone out there who reads this blog by any chance can find an answer to your heart if you're searching for something like this. To put it commercially.. I'm just helping to make the internet a everything-oso-have kinda place which I always assumed it is (even tho I got disappointed for just a couple of times).
Its nv easy for things to pick up.. from wooing til having a rs with the girl you like.. it takes a lot of effort no matter which sides are the one chasing.. then the other side who fell in love subsequently (if truly fell in love).. will start to give alot to balance up everything that the chasing party has given to win his/her heart. by then.. everything is settled.. and cracks will start to appear if either or both party starts measuring love. Sometimes.. it'll have hairline cracks too which are not seen.. and will not be seen until both quarrels and the crack was raked up for the sake of winning the quarrel so u'll be on the "Right" side. (at this pt, i would like to say.. if both party dun be open to each other.. wats the point of having a rs? you should be open and truthful no matter wat thing it is to be shared.)..Then when everything breaks down during quarrels.. whether breaking up or not.. if they were to patch back.. its going to be from scratch again.. but this time.. it won't be as easy as the first.. because the flaws you see in each other has increased and it will definitely hinder the regrowth. There will be times when flaws outshine.. no matter how sweet a couple could be.. and thus.. i think.. complacency should be removed no matter wat.. being opened to each other during the relationship throughout will help reduce frictions.. and impacts of ugly flaws would not be as hard as if it was to be found out "suddenly".. or when times are hard. Trust me. when one's happy.. one onli see the positive things.. but when things turns nasty.. it would depend on how opened up you are to each other.. then the undiscovered flaws will be reduced and thus reducing impacts to the bad situation..
I hope that dearie who read this will oso understand.. and implement.. for the better of our future =)
Sometimes I think I'm too meticulous.. and systematic in everything.. but if I dun do so.. who will? SGC - Small Group Communication evaluated that I'm a devil's advocate.. haha.. i always point out the bad things de.. but who noes? wat i pointed out.. may kill.. but it may possibly drag dearie and me out of some bad bad situation next time...
they say.. maturity.. is about being optimistic. and that, I shall be. =)
No matter how harsh the road is going to be.. I will stay with you.. until we grow old.. until you dun wan me.. me will oso stick with ya! hee.. because with you.. the rough patches will smoothen.. not due to some supernatural thing.. but my love for you.. will cause me to smoothen it up.. even with the road is 10km and i onli have a little piece of sandpaper.. wo ye zhuo de dao! because.. Wo Ai Ni.
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Ray.
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Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
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