Seriously.. I duno wat's getting into my head.. I'm getting rather temperamental and my mood goes up and down.. Is there too much worries in my head?
My family, My work, My life, My fitness, My health, My relationship getting sore from the little little quarrelS.
Very bad attitude.. Very petty.. and Very Very not me.
I was so afraid that the reason for failure in my previous rs with shir will occur with this. Dearie was really nice. She hugged me and I teared. She reassured me that she ain't shir and she ain't somebody who let go of her BF for his que dian.
Hao gan dong. I want so much to change for the better. Especially all these stupid mood and pettiness thingy.
I know dearie will stay with me thru out. I only hope I won't hurt her just 1 more than too much.. Huggiex.
I miss and love her.
Stupid fever caught me and I couldn't meet her for the fun training at Changi. Sigh..
Almost punched my wall til it cracked cos was so pissed off at myself disappointing dearie.. sigh.
Thats all for now.
Checkout~
Ray.
12:37 PM
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GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
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Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
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i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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