It was a really sweet afternoon spent yesterday.. We met up for lunch after my physiotherapy session and we had subway! Expensive but its quite a healthy indulgence once in a while so its alrite. =) Went harbourfront and thats my first time walking ard that huge spacious shopping center..
Haven't been shopping in a while and dearie saw quite afew things she like.. We settled in this ExxE shop that splits into two outlets at the same floor (side by side) cos we both saw sports wear and fashion wear inside! hee.. So cool.. dearie saw this yellow top which had the word holland printed on it.. Had its male version too.. but the first look of it turned mi off cos I dun really like Soccer.. haha.. Still, she insisted for me to try it on.. so.. okie lor.. haha.. mistre.. oops.. i mean ma'am says try.. so i try.. XPp...
Thought she look really great in hers.. and I first thought I looked pretty sucky in mine.. but on second look.. it looked like a basketball jersey used by Safra last yr.. just that this is made of cotton material. haha.. =p Oki lor.. chest bigger liao.. so wear liao not bad la.. I wear XL liao.. and I'm onli 1.65.. duh. (=.=).. Dearie wanna think abt it before buying even tho I was quite insistence abt it cos we can have our first qing lu zhuang.. ahaha.. I noe dearie didn't like it cos she told me it was cheesy.. but hack la.. hahaa..
and So we walked ard.. went to get my glove in the second Exxe shop and then we went to toilet.. and then we went back to the shop again! hee.. and I decided to get her the top la.. since I dunno wat to get for her as a sweet gift anyway.. haven't been sweet to her recently i thought.. yah.. been pretty nasty and all and she tolerated all those! hee.. she deserves some reward! =).. Think she like it la... lets wear it out one day.. next wednesday it should be. =)
Sometimes.. I feel that dearie looks like a big baby.. esp. when she pouts.. showing this cuddly cute face.. haha.. huggin her gives me much peace.. i dunno why.. some pple may tink i que fa mu ai.. but i oso heck la.. i onli noe i am so madly in love with her.. yet sanity still can show its presence when I am so "Mad" already. I believe it all attributes on the fact that I can be my true self when I'm with her.. Without the need to fake anything.. such as liking for some classical music... trying my best to be not vulgar.. trying to be serious when i can't.. can't be crazy when i want.. all those restrictions are long gone since my days got candied by my sweet loving dearie...
I dunno how to cherish her.. enuff.
I dunno how to love her.. enuff.
I dunno how should I treat her.. so that everything's enuff, enuff enuff.
I remember Kim Po ask mi.. "So this shirley girl.. she loves you more or you love her more? how do u feel?".. My reply was "I think the same la.. where got more one.. can't have more one la.." and My THOUGHTS was exactly the same at that time as how I felt.. cos I've nv felt such overwhelming care and heart-warming fuzzy feeling before.. probably cos I gave too much last time. Now I've found it.. I know it.. and I am experiencing it.. and I aint letting go! hee.. I'm so happy.. I should be the happiest man in this whole world if not for my so many other problems in my family that I have to think abt...
I love you, dearie..
I love my mum and dad.
I love my brother.
I love my life. No, not really. but .. +.+.. =)
I love my brothers and sisters who are always there for me when I need them.
and I love God. For I believe without Him.. I won't be blessed with 10ADs + 10A+ + 7Bs + 3Cs and 1D+ despite have 5 subjects to add up to 17 points in 'O' that sucks and 201 in PSLE(Didn't study at all! =p)..! hee.. Kidding la..
I love God for his unconditional love.. I hope that I can be the happy-go-lucky guoqing again like when I was with Gwen cos I won't fa pi qi at all.. but to add on.. I wanna retain all my maturity and ability to think and use cold hard logic to fight my anger.. I wanna improve anger and mood and stress management.. Most importantly.. I hope to love dearie more.. and I hope to love my family more too... I hope I can show it to them too.. cos action speaks louder than words.. and action is more important than how i say down here. =)
May God bless my family and I and my dearie with good health and fitness and love and happiness! Even if its in the simplest form, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you've done for us.
Amen. =)
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GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
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Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
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Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
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i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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