Tired of searching for it.. since its our favourite.. here it is. =p
曹格 - Super Woman (Lyrics)
Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨对我微笑着的你
还能够做些什么代替我的歉意
总是望着我小心翼翼顺着我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然让你精疲力尽
(Chorus): You were my super woman
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
oh babe~~
You fought your way through the rush hour
try to make it home just for me
月光下紧紧靠着彼此只求夜深一点
有多久没有好好看你 只是认定了我
无论在什么时候回头都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待不要真的弃权
(Chorus) You were my super woman
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
Oh babe~~是我把爱想的太简单
以为只要我存在 就能让你取暖
心里唯一的super woman 没有人能代替
不能想象 更不能原谅这样让爱化成灰烟
you were my super woman
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but I am only human （可惜我只是一个只是一个人）
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
if you feel it in your heart and you understand me
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me
you were my super woman
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
you were my super woman
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
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11:49 PM
lol.. I clocked my last 10 click on the shoes last nite.. Batok to nature park.. up the slope once.. wanted to go 5 times.. but after reach the top.. something stupid happened so i decided not to go for the 4 more times. Upon reaching the bottom of the slope.. Was already quite breathless.. (the slope's abt 100m and quite steep.) but there's onli two way to go.. Right is back home in 20 more mins of running. Straight will be an hr more. Took the straight road down the highway.. then to bukit timah.. reached johnson duck then I turn right.. ran on the road.. then down jalan jurong kecil and went back to bukit batok from the mosque side.. It was quite a run man.. ahaha..
Esp the later part of the run.. Felt like those shit times in Pegasus.. and my SGTs and Sir telling us to keep the morale high.. if we dun run happily.. and for fun's sake.. why for run? It should be enjoyable ma.. and thus I started singing as I run.. haha.. was like so out of breathe but yeah.. I ended the run with high morale. FEELING GREAT! hehe..
I quote from someone.. "Inside everyone's a long distance running machine that craves for longer distance.. haha.. seriously.. I've woke that little giant inside me before.. but it fell asleep after that 42 km thingy..now.. I can feel it coming out again.. I can't wait to go for another long distance run! hahaha.. but before that..I have to put my priorities on slope running for explosive power.. and swimming.. I must learn to swim better... Can't even save myself.. how to save others? Lifeguard? haha.. dun be a laughing stock first ba.
I noe one thing for sure.
I can Do It.
Impossible is something of Non-existance in my life. Just like there's no such thing as stamina.. There's ONLY endurance in my lung and every single strip of raw muscles. Sometimes I just think.. maybe those fats ard my tummy are actually essential.. thats why they are stored there no matter how hard I try to remove them. 1 Fats = 2x energy of 1 Carbo o. haha..
Call me garang monster again.. for I will ROCK THE PHYSICAL TEST ONCE AGAIN. 8Min, Here I come.
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10:05 AM
Finally went to have our neoprints taken yesterday.. haha.. got my pay le! hophop.. actually still quite tight.. but nvm.. I shall shrimp and save this month.. with the help of darling! hee.. Oki oki.. we went to seiyu yesterday to get her dad's present.. I shall not disclose it here else Dorifish who may read this will big mouth.. =p
Met dearie after work at shaw center.. Worn a bodynits VNeck white tshirt.. li'l body huggin.. but I'm personally quite okay with how I looked in it.. big shoulders do well. hehe.. Dearie worn white shirt, green skirts and white shoes! Same as my white top, army camo shorts and white slippers! =p No plan o. haha.. chemistry~
Limed(lemon tea.. not wine ma.) and Dined at CREATION. Seriously, its so far the best spag restaurant I've ever eaten at. Affordable ones. After that.. we walked to Parco.. while streaming past Bugis Street, we saw some nice shirts! hehe.. tempting.. but nah.. I don't need them now.. yupz.. took neoprints.. nice! hee.. then walked ard Seiyu and we got that present for her dad in less than 10 mins time.. haa.. afterwhich, we walked ard the level below where we took neoprints. Saw nice dress from Billabong wo.. dear tried but her assets don't really allow that dress to flaunt it.=p too.. ehem.. nvm.. =p
we then we went back to Bugis Street to walk walk again.. saw nice bikinis.. but then always too small de.. haz.. sadsad la. but tinking abt the notti pic dear took.. i think the blue bikini looks nice wo. =) can buy.. hmmiez.. wanted to get wallet for bro too.. but cant get anything nice leh.. so gave that a skip..
Ate ice cream.. cup mixed de! 80cents onli.. haha.. so long since i last tasted such cute and cheap indulging bliss..=p dearie ate all the chocolates! hmph! =* *pouts*. Corn's nice too anyway.
Well.. something happened at Seiyu la.. but.. haha.. thats between me and dear.. =Pp.. hehee.. we'll c..
O yes.. the wait for the MRT is so sweet too.. hah.. dearie like my man-made chair ma? Stable rite? can adjust height also.. haha.. got seat belt cum bolster too! =p if you like.. I can always do other times.. haha.. exclusively for you. =)
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8:43 AM
yesterday aint a beri good and nice day afterall.. tink i'm just not very used to slacking and wasting time at home... room activities aint fantastic.. and we actually ended the day with a quarrel... luckily i manage to cool down and control the situation a little then we end up with peace. heh.. dearie emotion very very hard to handle. haha.. tat we both must admit.. just like my stubborn-ness.. good news - we noe them and we're attending to them. bad news - they're like the second from the top serial rs killers. haha.. whichever way it is.. i noe we're gonna overcome them.. its gonna be a tough journey.. but sam aint like any other i've met.. she has the same stubborn-ness that i have.. and the determination factor aint something shak-able. =)
seriously.. i'm glad that dearie can open up to me.. even more than she does to her parents. Shows the trust she has in me. The way we're working the rs.. our rs can be a duplex sharing committee.. its a really cool thing.. because many couples breakdown due to inability to communicate.. we removed that possibility totally with our liberal and open nature.. we basically communicate every single thing we could and had in our minds and hearts and life. However.. greedy me feel that this isn't really good enuf yet.. because to forge an undying love.. it aint just a 4 months effort kinda thingy.. we would always have to keep complacency out of sight and always remind ourselves to be appreciative... I dun wanna lose anyone before I even start trying to cherish.. I've lost enuff.. and its too immature a trait to be picked up by me. I hope you agree with me, dearie.. =)
Another tot that came to my mind.. guess wat.. I'm going to ORD soon.. but before that.. I have to get my physical up and going.. within this one month.. 3 test to go. actually within less than 2 weeks.. i'm gonna have a weapon handling test! heh.. how cool rite.. =p then ippt.. tink i'm gonna fail my chin up with my wrist like that.. bad bad.. really bad.. gotta make it heal fast.. need to run and get my speed and stamina back.. gonna run hills later.. aint gonna be easy.. been trying to mentally build myself up since i woke up. Aint no time to slack anymore.. i wanna get my pacs back. and firmer body.. I noe i'm strong enuff to bump off guys now.. but I aint strong enuff yet. for myself.
Time to train up baby.. so exciting.. Always say wanna train but no time.. now got time le.. i must jiayou. next week start LS too.. so cool 2 months time i will have LS 1,2 and 3. Give me another 2 months which is abt august or september.. i will have my BM. then i'll be a fucking LG! haha.. how cool man.. haha.. =p
Life's so cool.. it rawks~
in the sense that its rocking up and down always. LOL... =p
Anyway.. before I end.. I did a tibetian personality test.. haha.. quite fun.. but ok la.. quite true to some extent.. of course the answers are factual but when situation alters.. human changes. =) especially for question one's answer.
QN 1) Number the following animals 1 to 5, Horse, Tiger, Pig, Cow, Sheep. in anyway you want.
1, Horse - signifies family. - Yeah. thats damn true but if I measure it with my dearie sometimes it changes.
2, Cow - signifies career. - Thats wat every man should do. If mindset aint this way, no woman loves you.
3, Sheep - signifies love. - This can be top in anyway. Situation changes the priority. but factual aspect, yeah. this is still politically right.
4, Tiger - signifies pride. - Yep, I've learnt to let it down. thanks to ah loy kor.
5, Pig - signifies money. - Wo shi jin qian wei fen tu despite I see money as an impt need in life.
QN 2)Write down a word to describe each of the 5 animals below.
Dog, Cat, Rat, Coffee, Sea.
Dog - Loyal - Describes my own personality.
Cat - CuteSexy? - Describes my partner's personality.
Rat - Dirty - Personality of my enemy.
Coffee - SensualSweet? - Its how I interpret Sex. haha..
Sea - Beautiful - Implies my own life. =)
QN 3)For each of the 5 colors, Tink of a person who also knows you and is important to you and write it down.
Yellow, Orange, Red, White, Green.
Yellow - Yikang - Someone I will never forget in my life. (Unless I got si yi zheng.. amnesia is it?=p...)
Orange - Jingfu - Someone I consider my true frind in my life. (How true? haha..)
Red - Samsam - Someone I really love. (No doubt.
White - Gwen - My twin soul. (Pls dun be jealous, dearie..=p)
Green - Tejman(Nepal bball fren~) - Someone I'll remember for the rest of my life.
haha.. so bored now.. can't work cos server down... sianz..
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11:52 AM
like so long nv update sia..
firstly.. BBall match..
Sat was the two on two thingy.. it was a pretty pretty lousy day for all three of us(J, Z and I).. Z called me up and I managed to wake J up despite he went out drinking with Z's bro the nite before til 3am!.. haha.. then we both were late but still went for breakfast aftr meeting Z.. Supposed to reach there at 7.30.. in the end.. we reach at 8.15.. haha.. nvtheless.. we still slacked and waited while the KS sg pple queue up like nobody's business..
Okok.. Game 1,
It rained.. how lucky? noe wat? the rain stopped immediately after our game! hahaha.. shit the rain man.. Z and I only managed to pull it to 7-5.. basically cos I'm too helpful and he's too.. well.. individualised on that day. got gf ard's probably the reason ba.. can understand la.. cos gf dun usually watch him play one la.. and bball's the place where he can really show wat he has.. if i wasn't injured.. i'd have probably been more selfish too.. but since I got my left hand injured.. it just felt really wierd.. and thus went ahead to do all the assisting roles. the ball didnt get in despite various attempts by Z.. haha.. anyway..Got quite afew opportunity to shoot and get the points back at par or even win.. but he didn't see me. haha... too bad~
Game 2,
Z went for lunch.. and did not get back in time.. J and I got onto court instead.. we Vs this guy that I really wanted to qie at AND1 3on3 and he's piggy fren who can't jump but is "all-rounded".. yeah.. from head to toe. all round. hah.. Lost because tactic used wrongly.. in the first place.. the guy already wanna qie me.. once the game abt to start.. he told his fren to pull away and play isolation. idiot.. see me small all wanna eat me. but I was also tinkin "well.. its good time I try myself out on him..".. yep.. and J went to guard that Pig-mate of his. First ball.. J got smacked on his right eye and became seh seh.. second ball.. J pulled his right gluteas maximus(pi gu).. End up J kept kenna knocked away by piggy.. in the first place.. I admit I don't have confidence in his defence cos of the injuries he was sustaining. thus.. I kept going over to help.. then he'll pass the ball to that guy I was guarding.. and when I got back.. I often got faked by his move because I noe I can't jump higher than him.. in my mind - "only solution is to jump faster than him to block him before he reach his highest point.. or strip his ball off before he jump..".. however.. he did that 3 times in a row.. did a fake.. and I jumped like osama's fighter plane wanting to bomb USA.. idiot.. then he jumped up and got fouled.. when I almost landed.. he is still hanging in the air.. and then he just threw the ball in like some toy.. and scored. beep-fouled-And 1(Basket). That makes 4 points lost from my side. Defence wise.. thats abt all.. The piggy didnt gt to score much at all because J and me did well on him.. poor him got knocked onto by me for quite alot of time oso..
somehow.. on that match.. our opponents fly here and there.. haha.. orh-bi.. cos wanna eat me rite.. tink i small.. haha.. always come and knock me.. then ownself flew out and roll on the floor..
Was quite an experience for me.. because i proved myself that if that dunk guy were to qie me with his skill fully.. its not gonna work because my D's still good. despite the injury. hehehe... yes. I'm proud of my D.. it was once the best. and It is going to be again. =)
Lost 10 to 4. once again.. J was not able to see me at all.. visione of ball passing reduced greatly cos of the injury to the eye + stress of competition I think. and he rested too much. 6 hrs of waiting. no warming up at all. mentally not ready too.. was caught by surprise when they call us to play tot there was a game before ours.
Game 3,
Z and J vs two giants. Totally overpowered. Eaten raw and fresh in the paint area. both of them got blocked. it was quite awesome in the sense that I nv see Z got blocked before and J only got blocked by me and Kenny before despite years of playing. I rested because was realy tired.. mentally. to protect my left wrist yet play my best for the team.. it was quite tough indeed. plus I dint prac at all for the whole week.. I aint expecting much from myself. could have been better.. but yah.. suan le. It just wasn't us. J agreed while Z did not comment. Probably too eager to prove what he has ba.
One thing for sure I noe is.. we seem to always get pretty good fixtures when the 3 of us play.. always gt those can win one.. but somehow we just lose them due to not enuff pracs.
Having everything listed..I'd like to give tribute to Dearie.. She came down to support me too.. and I was really grateful.. cos she still wake mi up at 6.. and then woke at 7 and 7.30 to call me again.. where to find this kinda 24hrs filial gf? hahaa.. yah.. but sorry for the disappointing play.. it really could have been better if not for the injury and rain. I'd do better in the next one yeah. That's a promise to me and you. =) She video-ed 2 matches before rushing back to lesson... it was really very sweet of her... my love. bliss.
After everything.. i decided to still visit her despite the tiredness was rather overwhelming.. haha.. didnt talk much at all.. just stoned when i reach and see her teach lesson.. sit beside the pool.. got the urge to swim.. but then my leg don't obey.. haha.. can't even bring my legs to walk to the lift and go up to take the trunks to change.. but partly oso because its very wierd.. its still not my house ma. must behave. =D
had dinner at hg mall.. with her dad and mum.. haha.. quite sweet.. two couples.=p yupz.. end up quite a tiring evening.. sweet la.. but stil ltiring.. haha.. =p
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11:41 AM
oh dear i'm so damn freaking bored.. dear's office network server is down while i have so little thing to do at work.. my office also got two colleagues on leave today..
its my last week of attachment at Kim Eng securites(Finally!). gonna start school next wk.. so sick right... dun even have proper holiday noe.. somemore so far this 6 weeks of attachment, i'm only entitled to 1 day of public holidat which is good friday and the last day of my attachment.. practically no comments.. pay so low summore.. only $440 for the total number of working days in that particular month. i only got ard $353 for march.. where got enough?
feeling quite pessimistic.. perhaps partly because of yesterday's stuff. yes we did managed to solve our problems but i still felt pretty unsettled even after you sent me home ytd.. am i thinking too much or just feeling down?
i dunno.. but darling, u gave me a very sweet 'I Love You' declaration at 6.30am this mrng with tt sleepish voice of yours. hee.. can imagine hw u look w tt one-lined eyed sleepy face. cant even open your eyes cause your just too sleepy.. ha.. =p
10:12 AM
spent the entire morning till 3pm at town today.. went to see dear play the 2-on-2 basketball challenge open category.. his team members were his buddies jason and zhiming. they waited super long to play their first game la.. at least 4 hrs noe.. turned out the first match wasn't played very well.. weren't even playing like themselves! perhaps it was too shagged for them to wait more than 4 hrs just to play a match.
they were many other categories there too. the entire ngee ann city open area is practically filled with basketballers. young and old. men and women. pretty spectacular. or perhaps more like because i'm never seen a basketball 'league' before.
each of the BB-ballers team members played twice each. one of the more interesting matches i saw dear play was when he teamed up with jason. not long after jason got in, he got hit on the right eye & later even stretched his glutaeus maximus aka his butt.. poor chap, zhiming wasn't ard to replace him. there were several good chances to score a 3-pointer ball but missed. darling oso played well however, they lost due to a wrong strategy. they started out by defending the wrong opponents. dear shld haf defended the plump big-sized guy while jason defend the other. but i'm glad tt dear finally had a chance to play with e player w v gd ballsense.. he found out tt their standards r ard the same when he actually thought e guy was superior.
good experience for you dear. =)
i left town at 3pm for swimming classes.. the first thing i went down, i saw my student almost drowning.. gave me a bad scare..
whats really pleasant was in the middle of my class, i actually spotted deardear watching me teach. i din even expect him to come or reach so early! so glad.. =)
had a nice dinner and walk-around-mall after that.
10:46 PM
ben & jerry's..
our favourite!!
INDULGENCE!!
it so made our day.. darling had a hard tym waking up this morning.. went to bb polyclinic with the intention for an X-ray for his hurting wrist. poor him had to wait super duper long cos he went at around 9 plus 10.. met a f***ed-up doctor who does nothing but pressed his wrist to scan for injury and jus plainly let off by saying 'no fracture', 'will heal in 1 to 2 days'.
wth.. he injured it like 2 days ago? she even said there was no need for an X-ray. hw can there b nth wrong when even e slightest movements hurt?
after that f***ed-up visit to the doctor's, he came down to suntec4 lunch w me.. such a sweetie isn't he? had e nicest curry horfun @ suntec fd court AGAIn..
(note: i better stop all these feasting cause i'm just growing too fat fAt faT!!)
i fear it cause me health problems in future as well.. n yes, i wanna look better..
btw a can of crysanthemum obviously din help erase tt spiceyness of the curry.
we resorted to ice-cream.
decided 4 ben & jerry's instead of e healthy but delicious bravissimo.
its been ages since we indulge in this heavenly ice-cream. missed those days when i still worked at Police Academy(thomson rd) where we wld go novena square for lunch or dinner n chill @ e ben & jerry's store outside toys R us..
so far there isnt't any not delicious ice-cream flavour in a ben & jerry's store man.. the strawberry cheesecake flavour was fantastic. it had cheesecake base crumbs inside! i was so thrilled by it.. ( so much for sliming down huh?) tried 'fish-food' and 'mudslide' flavour too.. mudslide tasted exotic w alcohol n chocolate.. yummy!
wads so amazing about ben & jerry's ice-cream is it makes u extremely happy when u first put tt god-created ice-cream n let your tongue savour e heavenly taste of it..
ahhhhhhh...
wonderful~ =)
4:30 PM
thanks for your lunch trips all the way to suntec..
carl's juniors low-carb-chicken-club alwaes tastes so gd with you around.. w criss-cut fries to make it complete of course!
darling, you told me how enthusiastic u are to rear a couple of hamsters. ha.. i must admit that i ain't an animal lover! nevertheless, i'll support ur idea. i wouldn't mind watching the hamsters grow up under our hands =)
i hate times whereby our egos clash..
or rather mine 'dun-like-to-let-people-say attitude'..
*sighs..
after dinner@ my place, we actually spent an entire hour soaking in that chilly jacuzzi pool under the moonlight n occasional lightning flashes.. how i wish i can spent every night after a hard day's work.. how de-stressing & relaxing..
ur sudden joke of kneeing b4 me n asking 'will u marry me?' kinda shocked me.. ha~
its pretty romantic to bum away the night w u dear. no pun intended- HA.s...
snuggling with you on a cold night after bathing is so comfortable.. especially holding you in my arms as you pry yrself out on the couch.. i wish i cld snuggle you to sleep every night!
muacks!
11:46 PM
Firstly, thanks dearie.. you're really flattering me.. I aint that good la.. maybe abt 60% of wat u said is fully true of mi? so yah.. I really ain't fantastic.. just a plain person on the road whom speciality is to bullshit and make u laugh. hehehee...okie.. let me get started with this.. I am indeed very grateful to have found such a girlfriend.. seriously.. i doubt anyone should have anything against her.. except for her almost uncontrollable temperamental nature which is almost subdued for the time being(now left with herself to control~ :P).. and probably her mian zi wen ti~ haa..
Okay.. yah. thats about all that I saw for negative sides in her.. of course.. like everyone else is.. she have many sides which I have not seen and may not even get into contact with at all.. but Even tho the possible negative sides that she possess.. I always believe without a cause.. there won't be an effect.. without a stimulant.. there won't be an reaction.. thus I always try my best on my part to be a.. better man?
I believe most girls would wan a manfriend.. instead of a boyfriend.. probably a man with boyish feature.. cos everyone loves to go back to the past when they're young and lively.. but after some "research".. I can safely conclude that all matured girls/ladies will prefer to go with a manfriend. man - secure mentally, physically, financially and morally. Prove me wrong.Stupid girls and immatured ladies may not apply.
Anyway.. Sam has been a really wonderful girlgirl/laopo to me. Breakfast from hougang in the early morning of you noe wat time.. lunch at a dreadful hot 11.30.. dinner at after-work-7.. medicine for ulcers.. bandaging my toe when its hurt.. cut fruits before and after swims.. feeding me medicine and drink.. willingly ask me to sit while she go ard buying food from hawkers EVERY SINGLE TIME we ate together. You name it. Where to find this kinda gf? moreover.. she's a h** b**** that's almost ALWAYS h**** on you noe where.. and thus we always have real good times except for those times when we're both temperamental, that is. hahaha...
I admit there're bad times.. when she flared up for nothing then I just used my bo-chap or immediate sian diao kinda reaction against her.. then she'll worsen for quite awhile before both of us feel that thats enuff for the day.. then we'll hold each other's hand again.. and resolve everything with a little *muakx!*.. I think that's really sweet.. I quoted frm someone I really respected and whom I tot was a superb nerd and just a crazy mad programmer. Ends up, he's quite a sweet lover too. haha.. the quote goes.. "everytime you guys quarrel.. which time is it that both of you dun hug and solve everything with a melting kiss.?".. it ain't something great.. but for a person like him whom I thought was onli all abt programming.. thats almost everything i need to change the image of him that i had in my mind!.. heh. *respect*. more importantly.. I'm glad that it applies on my relationship now.. and its sweet and all..
I'm rather prepared for bad times to come.. for all the ugly moments to pop up out of nowhere.. because I noe it does.. and it ALWAYS do. Every single one I've went thru.. obstacles did not hide itself.. and rough patches were nv smooth. Reality is forever cruel but I always learn to take it in a "you need to be cruel, to be kind" kinda way.. I believe its a matter of time before trial comes and crash everything I said above and resulting in us having to rebuild everything again - From scratch.
I'm sharing this because I hope everyone out there who reads this blog by any chance can find an answer to your heart if you're searching for something like this. To put it commercially.. I'm just helping to make the internet a everything-oso-have kinda place which I always assumed it is (even tho I got disappointed for just a couple of times).
Its nv easy for things to pick up.. from wooing til having a rs with the girl you like.. it takes a lot of effort no matter which sides are the one chasing.. then the other side who fell in love subsequently (if truly fell in love).. will start to give alot to balance up everything that the chasing party has given to win his/her heart. by then.. everything is settled.. and cracks will start to appear if either or both party starts measuring love. Sometimes.. it'll have hairline cracks too which are not seen.. and will not be seen until both quarrels and the crack was raked up for the sake of winning the quarrel so u'll be on the "Right" side. (at this pt, i would like to say.. if both party dun be open to each other.. wats the point of having a rs? you should be open and truthful no matter wat thing it is to be shared.)..Then when everything breaks down during quarrels.. whether breaking up or not.. if they were to patch back.. its going to be from scratch again.. but this time.. it won't be as easy as the first.. because the flaws you see in each other has increased and it will definitely hinder the regrowth. There will be times when flaws outshine.. no matter how sweet a couple could be.. and thus.. i think.. complacency should be removed no matter wat.. being opened to each other during the relationship throughout will help reduce frictions.. and impacts of ugly flaws would not be as hard as if it was to be found out "suddenly".. or when times are hard. Trust me. when one's happy.. one onli see the positive things.. but when things turns nasty.. it would depend on how opened up you are to each other.. then the undiscovered flaws will be reduced and thus reducing impacts to the bad situation..
I hope that dearie who read this will oso understand.. and implement.. for the better of our future =)
Sometimes I think I'm too meticulous.. and systematic in everything.. but if I dun do so.. who will? SGC - Small Group Communication evaluated that I'm a devil's advocate.. haha.. i always point out the bad things de.. but who noes? wat i pointed out.. may kill.. but it may possibly drag dearie and me out of some bad bad situation next time...
they say.. maturity.. is about being optimistic. and that, I shall be. =)
No matter how harsh the road is going to be.. I will stay with you.. until we grow old.. until you dun wan me.. me will oso stick with ya! hee.. because with you.. the rough patches will smoothen.. not due to some supernatural thing.. but my love for you.. will cause me to smoothen it up.. even with the road is 10km and i onli have a little piece of sandpaper.. wo ye zhuo de dao! because.. Wo Ai Ni.
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8:18 AM
When my son and his girlfriend decided to move in together, she went to tell her parents, and one of the questions her mother asked her in reference to her daughter's relationship with my son was "Does he make you a better person?" What a brilliant question.
Johnny makes me a better person. He makes me struggle with some of my demons and come to grips with them. He also helps me fight them. The other night he thanked me for loving him and creating a family like none he had ever experienced. I am grateful he came into my life and love that I can support him.
The point is, you CAN be loved like this. You can also have hot hot sex. You DESERVE to be happy and content.
I wish for any of you who are going through hard times that don't seem to be getting better, and are scared of the road ahead, that you find the strength to believe in yourself and your needs.
i copied this from another blogger.. i thought its very true..
darling.. u made me a better person.. u noe i have a bad temper.. yet u help me subdue it.. yes i did blow up still at times.. but u talk me through it.. u wake me up from being angry at nothing, just throwing my temper just becasue i didn't feel good.
but thats not all.. u love me so unconditionally.. making me feel like i'm the most loved person in the world.. u allowed me to see my future with you.. n i noe its not gonna be dim.. because u are always there to guide me..
i have had hard times although they are nothing compared to yours.. but u constantly consoled me.. be it disputes with my family members.. getting upset over my brother.. studies.. results..
u r not only my lover..
u carry my soul..
i fully deserve what i have now.. i've walked out from my dark past.. n my future is now brighter than ever..
thank you dear..
I Love You
9:22 AM
About The
GQ's Profile:
ID:
GQ/QinG/KK/Rukawa
Day of Generation:
09 AugusT 1984
ZodIaRk ~ LeO
Inner BeasT ~ Mice
Loves:
- Samsam/Samantha
- Basketball *Passion*
- Swimming
- Running
- BlooD *Craving*
- Sensual Pain~
- Kitties and Puppies *Cuddle*
- My brothers and sisters
- My Real family and my brother
- StrawBerriEs
- Hugx and Caresses
- Nibbles and Kisses
- Orgasms
- Well defined Muscles
- Flat Abs
- 34D =)
- Programming (Not a Geek either)
- Beach
- Getting Sun-Kissed
- Pple who dares to be themselves and not hide
- bitches sometimes :)
- Loves and Romance..
- To lend a helping hand/listenin ear at ALL times =)
- Betrayers
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- HypocRytes
- Pple who breaks promises
- Arrogant pple
- Pple who act holy
- Bastards
- Bittergourd
- NS
- Lazy pple/Pple w No Urgency
*Mei*~~Rong~~
GwenGwen
JiaYuan
*Mei*~~Rachel~~
Yu
Dael
Mike
Lester
Kenny
Desire~List
- DEARIE'S HUGX AND KISSES
- New Phone.. 6230I
- Nike Bag.. 82.95
- Abs.
- Bigger Biceps and Triceps.
- Better Complexion
- Better Health...
- Black Jeans
- Orange Shirt
- Grey Pants
- Black Leather Belt
MSN/Friendster: rukawa_koh@hotmail.com
Email: rukawa_gq@yahoo.com / rukawa.gq@gmail.com
"In~LoVeS'~"
SY's Profile:
Samantha Yeo Su Yun
18 years old
Singapore Poly
Lifeguard, Financial Trade
Sports, swimming esp!, life-saving, shopping, taking pictures
Wishlist:
i'm so happy with dear now that i cant wish for more!!=)
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